2019 June 30 Trust Jesus
I had 2 visions of Jesus:
1st one was about a couple days ago. He took me to a cliff and got me to stand on the edge with my back to the drop. He said fall backwards. I immediately knew this was a trust exercise and I fell backwards. He let me fall for a little bit, I started to feel a bit scared, then He caught me. He said I have to learn to trust Him completely.
2nd vision: I was attempting to fight off the demons that are attached to me, I asked Jesus to remove my demons. He said stop calling them “my demons”. He said they are there because I think I need them to protect me, but they are not protecting me. He said “you need to trust me to protect you.” (I’ve been through trauma in my life and I’ve built up defence mechanisms to try cope, but they are stopping me from living. Anxiety, fear, cptsd, etc. It badly effects my health. Spirits of fear, anxiety etc can attach to us after trauma.)
I then had a dream that went all through the night where I was saving people from bondage in Hong Kong. They had been lured there with promises of high positions with the king and money, but it turned out they were made into slaves and couldn’t escape. There were guards everywhere and cameras to stop them escaping. I had to be clever about helping them escape. I had to go undercover. I had an overview of the place and could see ways out that the prisoners couldn’t see. I remember one of them was shot and didn’t make it out, because she got scared and didn’t do what I told her. At one point I hid someone in a cupboard while guards ran past looking for them. I then changed their clothes and hair color so they could sneak away. I remember sneaking in food and necessities and chocolate to them. I could be invisible sometimes and I could teleport them out sometimes. A lot of their success to escape depended on them, whether they believed they could escape, or whether they trusted me and did what I told them. Some had given up hope and accepted their bondage and I visited those ones and counseled them. But some wouldn’t listen. Some were so attached to their bondage they couldn’t even see me. End.
My interpretation: I was doing Gods work and the bad king was satan. Amazing, God was showing me what it’s like saving us from His perspective! We have to trust Him and follow His instruction to get out of our bondage! He gives us gifts to sustain us while we are in bondage. So loving and patient. He does not condemn us for getting ourselves in the situation. I felt nothing but compassion for these poor lost souls. He feels nothing but compassion. He is trying to save us, but we have to trust Him and follow His instructions!
I remember now, the king and the guards would laugh at the prisoners and blame them for being fooled. They said they deserved it.
Hong Kong represented satans world, bondage. The name “Hong Kong” means “fragrant harbor”. I guess this means it’s tempting, as satan promises good things, it smells good. I’m sure the tree of knowledge smelled good too. Harbor means a safe place of shelter for boats. We think we are going to find shelter with the things satan tempts us with, but we end up in bondage.
After that dream, I woke up and had another vision of a grid. Lots of squares of light. The first time I saw it, it looked like a maths book grid with blue lines. The squares were shining white light this time. It immediately made me think of the grid on Tron. Or the matrix. Its this world of Satan, sin, bondage. I think the reason the grid shined this time is because I’m becoming more aware of it. The light of truth. Awareness is the first step in escaping. Jesus is the truth. Trust Him and follow Him and you will escape.
Psalms 32:7 You are my hiding place; You shall preserve me from trouble; You shall surround me with songs of deliverance. Selah
Psalms 91:1 He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
Joshua 1:9 “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
Isaiah 41:10 “Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
Deuteronomy 31:6 “Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.”
Matthew 28:20 “… behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”
Hebrews 13:5 “Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, ‘I will never leave you nor forsake you.'”
There’s many more scriptures, I can’t paste them all here!
This song has been stuck in my head lately: “My Blood”. I feel like Jesus speaks to me through this song. The writer/singer of this song is a christian. If you like, have a listen: