Everyone, get on the Ark, NOW!

2021 Sep 15:

I woke up and heard in the spirit, someone yelling out a window “everyone get on the ark now!” The person was wearing a raincoat. I saw a storm coming in with strong winds and rain. It felt so urgent!

I didnt post straight away, because I was waiting on confirmations. I definitely got confirmations.

A friend of mine had a dream about me on the 10th of september. They saw me warning people to get ready. That same day I got sick with a sore throat and fever and thats a sign in itself, because I usually get a sore throat when I’m going to make a video. I still hope to make the video after posting this here.

Here is his dream in his words:

I’ve just had a dream and you were in it. I was in a room with kids from my school and someone was playing pool, or snooker, and you had a drawing pad on the table, and there was someone who kept bugging you online and you had your conversation written on the pad, and you write to him, Talking fuels the fire, or something like that. You also had on that piece of paper from the drawing pad in all caps in big-ish letters which said, TELL PEOPLE TO BE READY, or something like that…You had your note pad on the table and in the way of a game of pool, or snooker and you took it off the table in the end. I’m not sure who was playing, but I know that it wasn’t me and you… It was definitely a small sized snooker table that we had in school that was 6 feet long and we played pool on it, so it would have been pool in my dream. Also, on the drawing pad you definitely had “tell the church to be ready”. I remember it now, because in the dream I read it and thought, No one will know what she’s talking about since they’re not Christians. The next thing you took the drawing pad and laughed, more like a giggle I think and said, Sorry, or said, Sorry and giggled. (End of dream.)

After this, my friend asked me how many subscribers I have, I checked and the number on youtube I have is 270. I felt like looking up that number on strongs because God often gives me signs with numbers and their meanings. I’m glad I did because the meanings were a confirmation for me to make a video!

Strongs Greek 270: to reap.

Strongs Hebrew 270: to grasp, take hold, take possession.

^I believe this is referring to the rapture!

So be ready, every day for the rapture, it could happen at any time. myself and others have had so many signs about it and confimations. Today is high watch but it could be any day soon. To be ready for the rapture, you need to believe in Jesus, trust Him, give your life to Him, and put Him first. You also need to forgive anyone that has hurt you, every day, so God will forgive you. I say the Lords prayer every day as a reminder for myself, it includes the part please forgive me as I forgive others. Dont let the accuser make you doubt your salvation. We are all sinners and none of us can earn salvation. Noone can ever be good enough for that. That’s why Jesus died for us to cover our sins. All you have to do is believe and trust in Him and do your best. He doesnt look at your sin, He looks at your heart. The spirit that is willing, though the flesh is weak. He chooses the humble and meek, the ones who love and care for others. The ones with a sacrificial, servant heart. Remember the tax collector who prayed and the pharisee and who God listened to.

I hope to post more dreams soon, Ive had a few. God bless

See previous ark dreams: here and here

The Abomination of desolation

God has given me deeper revelation about the abomination! The v, as we already know, is the abomination of desolation in the Holy place because it changes the dna of humans who are the temple of God.

Mark 13: 14 “So when you see the ‘abomination of desolation,’ spoken of by Daniel the prophet, standing where it ought not” (let the reader understand), “then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains. 15 Let him who is on the housetop not go down into the house, nor enter to take anything out of his house. 16 And let him who is in the field not go back to get his clothes. 17 But woe to those who are pregnant and to those who are nursing babies in those days! 18 And pray that your flight may not be in winter. 19 For in those days there will be tribulation, such as has not been since the beginning of the creation which God created until this time, nor ever shall be. 20 And unless the Lord had shortened those days, no flesh would be saved; but for the elect’s sake, whom He chose, He shortened the days.

The abomination of desolation is the sign of imminent “flight” (rapture), including all children, babies and the unborn. This why He says “woe to the pregnant and those nursing babies”. The Lord will step in before too many people get the v, or no “flesh” will be saved! Flesh here I believe, means human dna! If everyone had the v, no pure human dna would be left. This is our sign that God is going to step in really soon and save us and the innocent children from this abomination. As I finished typing this, I saw a vision of Jesus holding a baby in His hands, with such love for the baby. They are so precious to Him, He wont stand by and see all the children in the world be injected with this poison, Hes going to save them.

Hold your heads up, our deliverence is near! God bless.

Solar Eclipse / Lightning sign

2021 May 13


I was at my parents home in NZ. It was a sunny day outside. Then there was a flash lightning storm but it was shaped like a huge ceiling fan in the sky which was turning like a fan. I couldnt see the fan part of it, it was dark, but I saw the lightning going around it. Its hard to describe. Then the lightning quietened down.

After that I started seeing stars out in some sections of the sky. I said “it’s a solar eclipse, everyone come see outside!” We ran outside and saw it, a total solar eclipse. At the point of totality, we could see the stars over the whole sky and some shooting stars. I said “it’s unscheduled”. I checked the date: 12 May 2021. (this was the day I had the dream). I said “God must be doing this. Jesus must be coming!” My parents and brother wouldn’t listen. End

My interpretation:

My parents live in NZ and I have no plans to go back there and don’t even know how it would be possible at the moment. It might represent going back to the home we came from as in heaven. New Zealand is also the first place in the world to see the sun each day, in fact the town where my parents are from is the first town in NZ to see it (Gisborne). My parents could also represent unbelievers.

I think the lighting was the sign of Jesus coming. Others have had dreams and visions of it and it looked like a ceiling fan in its shape. I will try find those testimonies and link them here when I do. I’ve put a picture of the shape above, it’s like a cross actually and similar to the pattern the sun makes sometimes.

Matthew 24:

27 For as the lightning comes from the east and flashes to the west, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be. 28  For wherever the carcass is, there the eagles will be gathered together.

29  “Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light; the stars will fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. 30  Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in heaven, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory. 31  And He will send His angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they will gather together His elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.

Also see my dream here with lightning. See also my dreams with solar eclipses here and here.

Please let me know if you have any other ideas on the meaning, thank you!

Dream of Abraham/12 tribes

2021 Aug 15

I saw a man, who was luring homeless children into his home. The man was nicely dressed and seemed kind and was friendly to the children who liked him. I followed him into his home to see what was going on. He didn’t notice me, as if I was invisible. His home looked nice at first but had traps where he planned to catch the children, lock them up and never let them go. He was also going to hand them over to his father who was ugly and mean. I stayed there for a bit hoping to stop any children who might venture into the place. (The man was the Antichrist and his father was the devil. The Antichrist will lure people with the mark of the beast system, saying it is a good thing but it is a trap! When he has them he will hand them over to Satan and they will exploit them.)
I overheard the man complaining about these certain girls who would not come in and that they were homeless, living under a bridge. The man was saying it serves them right for not doing what he wants. He called them prostitutes, like they were worth nothing.
I went to rescue the girls! I found 5 girls under a bridge and they were wearing rags and filthy old blankets. People were mocking them and calling them prostitutes. I asked them to come with me. I was surprised to see when they took off the blankets, they were very young and innocent looking and clean under their rags. They were virgin’s! Not prostitutes. (5 wise virgin’s!) I took them to a nice new home that was on top of a hill. (Rapture / heaven). They were excited and settled right in, put on new clothes and looked more like children. Each had their own beautiful room. They were very happy.
There were other people there who were a family and cared for the girls. They said the girls were part of their family who had been lost. There were more children in their family who were still lost and needing to be rescued. I think they were angels and /or saints that already died.
I wanted to rescue more children and was told to ask Abraham who was the oldest person of the family. I was told he knows all the names of the children.
I went outside and there was other people of the family outside also.
I saw there was 12 gemstones set in stone like a mosaic and they each represented each of the children or groups of children. Next to the stones, I saw Abraham who was this really really old man who looked like he might be over a hundred years old. He was holding a staff in one hand and writing in the sand with his finger. I asked him what the children’s names are. He said all the names very quickly, so fast, that I couldn’t remember them or write them down. I was looking for a pen and paper. Then I woke up.
I had a knowing in my spirit that the real Abraham was rejected by the children that were outside, and these children had rejected the other children that were still lost, scattered everywhere. They did not acknowledge their existence as they felt superior for being the ones that stayed and kept the traditions. Abraham appeared only to me. Those children only honoured the traditions of their family, but did not honor Abraham himself. I wondered in the dream why they were ignoring him.
I had no idea what this was all about until I woke up and realised/remembered who Abraham was! Those children outside are the Jews and the pharisees who rejected the other Israelites because they stayed when the others scattered. They also reject Jesus and Christians and messianic Jews. They were outside because they were not and cannot be accepted into heaven unless they accept Jesus their saviour. They don’t really know the true Abraham who was a good man, who loves all his children and would not reject any of them. I sensed the love Abraham had for his children and it was breaking his heart to see his children fighting and some rejecting others.
Abraham writing in the sand reminds me of Jesus, when He wrote in the sand in front of the Pharisees!
Abrahams children became the 12 tribes of Israel, many of whom were scattered all over the world. Revelations 7 talks about the 144k being called from the 12 tribes. These are the first fruits of Abrahams lost children who will be brought back home.
The 5 Virgin girls are obviously the 5 wise virgins from the bible who did not prostitute themselves out by worshipping other gods. But interestingly they were accused of it. It reminds me of people with religious spirits who mock and condemn Gods true followers. Satan is the accuser, and so he accused these girls unjustly. I think the bridge represented Jesus as He is the bridge between us and God. They were under Him as in under His protection.
Me rescuing the girls was the rapture and the house on the hill was heaven. The rags that they wore were sin but they were innocent underneath as they had been born again in the spirit.
They got new clothes = new soul/ body in Christ.

For all of you who were baptized into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ. ~ Galatians 3:27

The bride has made herself ready; it was granted her to clothe herself with fine linen, bright and pure” ~ Rev 19:8

Let me know your thoughts, God bless

2 Cows, famine

2021 Mar 25

Dream: I was at a farm and it was owned by someone I knew, but I can’t remember who. There was a wheat harvest and the wheat was all sorted and packed in the barn. A man was coming to buy some of the wheat. He was very well dressed with fine clothes, like a rich man or a King. I was watching him. There was also a pregnant cow and it gave birth to 2 baby calves. 

He took all of the wheat and grabbed it and left very quickly. He also took the baby calves. I ran to tell the man who owned the farm. I was worried that the guy stole all of the wheat. The owner said it was fine and that the other man had paid for it. I followed the well dressed man who was riding a horse up a mountain. There was a big building and I went inside, it was kind of like a market. They had wheat amongst other things like farm produce and also old precious items like antiques or artefacts. The people there were happy and peaceful. I was worried about the calves. I went outside and found them. They had put them into a paddock with a mother cow who adopted them. They instantly bonded into a new family, with a dad cow too. I was still worried about the mum cow that was left behind and I went to go back to check on her but my dream ended.


At first I had no idea what the cows could mean and so I’ve sat on this dream for 4 months, but I just had a revelation: The 2 calves are the cows that had 7 on their foreheads!!! If you never heard of it, in September 2014 there were 2 cows born in usa with the number 7 on their foreheads. They were a sign from God about the coming famine. The pharoah of egypt dreamed of 7 skinny cows eating 7 fat cows. Joseph interpreted his dream and said there would be 7 years of prosperity followed with 7 years of famine. It is almost 7 years now since these 2 cows were born. So this could be a sign that a famine is about to begin. Joseph helped pharoah store up wheat during the 7 years of prosperity. This is why I saw the man buying up and storing all the wheat in my dream. I think the man in my dream was Jesus. It might also be about the rapture, with the wheat harvest being the tribulation saints. The famine is also the 3rd horseman in revelation, where the price of food goes up. 


When He opened the third seal, I heard the third living creature say, “Come and see.” So I looked, and behold, a black horse, and he who sat on it had a pair of scales in his hand. 6  And I heard a voice in the midst of the four living creatures saying, “A quart of wheat for a denarius, and three quarts of barley for a denarius; and do not harm the oil and the wine.” Rev 6.5


See also: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=180107704121700&id=100063674138658

2021 May 20 My 14 year old son had this dream:

He dreamed of: a skeleton who stole gold from an oil rig, then sold it to a supermarket, but the supermarket ripped him off and he had to pay the supermarket. (His words).

The first thing I thought of when he told me this dream, is the 3rd horseman. I dont understand it yet but maybe this is how the price of food goes up, maybe it has something to do with oil and gold or the stockmarket in general.

Then last month I had a revelation when reading the above scripture. The part that jumped out at me was “do not harm the oil and the wine”. I realised that is us! Annointed believers. Oil represents annointing! wine represents new wine in new wine skins – transformation! The third horseman cannot touch us. we wont go through famine. I think we will be transformed and will likely be doing miracles at that point such as multiplying food to feed the left behind ones.

Please let me know your thoughts, God bless!

Wedding archway vision

2021 feb 26

I had this vision on a friday night which is Sabbath. God often gives me visions and dreams during Sabbaths:

I saw an archway over me and it was made of grass or leaves. I saw it again with leaves and flowers growing out of it and I see a bride, or myself as the bride.

I googled “grass archway” and it came up with wedding pictures of couples under these archways made of grass, leaves, plants and flowers. An archway is also an entranceway or doorway to another place. I believe this refers to our marriage to Jesus. He is also the door to God and heaven.

I went back into the vision and I saw through the archway, a beautiful landscape: heaven. I was holding a beautiful bouquet of flowers and had flowers in my hair. Jesus appeared to my left and took my hand and led me through the archway. As I stepped through, I was transformed as His golden light took over my whole body and then I had angelic wings. I flew for a bit, soaring and spinning in the sky, enjoying my new freedom. Then I came back down and hugged Him, crying for joy. I said I miss you Lord, I can’t wait to be with you for real. He was crying too and smiling. “Soon”, He says, “soon”.

He has been giving me lots of signs of “soon” and I really can’t wait!

Let us be glad and rejoice and give Him glory, for the marriage of the Lamb has come, and His wife has made herself ready.” – Rev 19.7

7 Then Jesus said to them again, “Most assuredly, I say to you, I am the door of the sheep. 8 All who ever came before Me are thieves and robbers, but the sheep did not hear them. 9 I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture. – John 10.7-9

Setting the captives Free / Britney Spears

source: pixabay

2021 feb 20

I’m not a big Britney fan tbh but I happened to be watching a Britney Spears documentary back in February. There is a movement going on right now for her to be free from conservatorship that controls her entire life. She basically lives in a prison. Her abusive father controls her life, even though she is now an adult. Her family and others who are managing her conservatorship are all making money off her career. Check out her story, her life has been a living hell. She can’t speak to anyone without their permission and is forced medication amongst other things against her basic human rights.

I relate to her so much because I have often felt like I’m in a prison too as my life has been controlled and my rights denied. I am a victim of abuse which I may talk about at some point when its the right time. I havnt had it nearly as bad as she has though.

I found myself grieving for her and felt that God wanted me to pray. I prayed for Britney and I got attacked by powerful demons. I had to go into spiritual warfare and I lost a lot of sleep that night. It was personal for me too because the same demons want to keep me prisoner and hold me back from my heavenly calling.

I know Britney isn’t the only one this has happened to. There are lots of people going through that type of stuff. Human trafficking and relationship abuse, particularly against women, children, elderly and those with disabilities and anyone that is vulnerable. On so many levels, those in power seek to enslave the vulnerable in this messed up world.

I believe God is helping her to get free and it will also set a standard for many others who are stuck in similar conservatorships. The demons aren’t happy about this. Her case isn’t the first time I have heard of such a thing. I know personally of a few other people who have had this happen to them. All someone needs to do is pay a psychologist to say that the victim isn’t mentally stable enough to manage their life, then they get put under a conservatorship where the next of kin can control their entire life, usually a parent or spouse. I knew someone that got forced into a mental institution for believing in flat earth. It was here in Australia a couple years ago. I know of mothers who got labelled with psychiatric disorders so their husband could take custody of the children. Anyone can be forced into a mental institution at any time if a psychiatrist says they are incapable of giving consent.

It happens a lot but you don’t usually hear about it because they aren’t allowed to speak out about it.

All of our rights are being stripped away with all the c0v1d nonsense and soon they will try to imprison all of us too, for refusing to take the v.

The demon I saw takes power and control over people. I dont know its name yet, not that it matters. It had a human looking face and I only saw its face. It had a look on its face like it wanted to control me. This was the second time I’ve seen it. It manifests as authoritarianism too which is taught in most churches. Whenever someone seeks to take power and control over another. Its everywhere. The desire to control comes from fear. It also comes from pride. So it works hand in hand with those spirits. Jesus taught we are all equal in Christ and that we must serve each other humbly. He set the perfect example when washing His disciples feet. Whoever mistreats His little ones are not going to get away with it.

Please pray for britney and others who are captive, for them to know Jesus and be set free. Britney does profess to know Jesus. I dont know how close she is to Jesus, but i’m not going to judge her but just pray that she continues to grow in knowing Him. Be sure to armor up before you pray and always pray for protection over yourself and your family before praying against powerful demons.

Jesus came to set the captives free:

“The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me, Because He has anointed Me To preach the gospel to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, To proclaim liberty to the captives And recovery of sight to the blind, To set at liberty those who are oppressed – Luke 4.18

Drones, nanobots

2021 Jan 27 nanobots

Dream: AI was taking over the world. There were these drones that were shaped like black orbs, the size of basketballs. They were policing the people, keeping them in line. They were spreading nano bots onto people  which were taking over the persons body and rapidly replicating and spreading from person to person, like a disease. They looked like a black swarm. I was flying in this dream and I was trying to help people. I told them to get inside and don’t open the door to anyone. I saw one of the scientists that had created the drones / computer system, running to try to shut it down. He got to the main computer and started tapping away. I was telling him to hurry! The drones saw him and he quickly changed the screen to look like he was ordering a drink. The drone said “what are you doing?” He said “ordering a drink”. End.

I dont know what happened to the scientist after this, as the dream ended. Ive had other dreams with drones and nanotech which I will link here:

robot dream

Drone dream

nanobots dream

Rapture, C0v1d, bowl of wrath

This is a rapture dream which I thought I had shared but just found that I hadnt, so here it is. I cant believe I forgot to share this one! I apologise, its because of the stress I have been going through. Better late than never.

2020 Dec 22  

I had this dream during the jupiter saturn conjunction:

People were fighting against c0v1d,  but going about it the wrong way. They were scared, running around with guns. I saw the c0v1d particles in the air. I saw an innocent man walking and they were threatening him with guns saying he has c0v1d. I had some kind of special xray vision and could see that his body was clear of it, like he was immune. The people were afraid of him. I prayed for help, then saw an angel pouring out a bowl over the earth. It had white powder in it. It changed things somehow. I felt like things shifted to the next step, past c0v1d, to something else. 

Next scene, I was sitting in heaven, from Gods perspective, and saw God the Father and there was a ring of fire, I only saw part of the ring because it was huge. He scooped out of the fire a person and put them into a white shining light/ball which was at the centre of the ring.

It was the same person that everyone had their guns on at the start of dream. 

My interpretation: I think this means that when they turn on us for not having the vax, that’s the point when we get raptured. A few have been saying that when it becomes mandatory we are raptured. or: This may be the second rapture for tribulation saints, I’m not sure. Me having xray super vision and being next to God may be clues that I was already raptured/transformed at that point.

I have a theory that the ring of fire I saw was our timeline. I think the fire represents judgement. I know the angels pour out bowls of judgement at some point.

I think the white shining light may be heaven and I think God pulling the man out of the timeline into heaven is the rapture.

Here is the scripture for the first bowl. Im not sure when this is supposed to happen in the order of events? Maybe you guys could help me out:

Revelation 16: 1 Then I heard a loud voice from the temple saying to the seven angels, “Go and pour out the bowls of the wrath of God on the earth.” 2 So the first went and poured out his bowl upon the earth, and a foul and loathsome sore came upon the men who had the mark of the beast and those who worshiped his image.

Please share your thoughts thanks! If any of you have any idea why I got the dream during the conjunction please let me know as well. At some point, I want to piece together all of my dreams and make a timeline of events but I havnt had the time or opportunity. If anyone would like to have a go at it, you are welcome to and I would appreciate it so much.

God bless

Will I find faith?

This is a vision I had last year before the whole co vid thing hit and I did briefly mention it here but didn’t share the whole thing as I’ve been holding back with the more deeper experiences I’ve had with God as the devil had been getting in my head, discouraging me from posting it. I hope my experiences will be an encouragement to motivate others to have the same kind of experiences as me and to help others get to know God better and what His character is like. This level of intimacy with our Father is available to all of us, not just me. I am not more special or favoured than anyone else. Please re watch my videos on hearing Gods voice to learn more.

Anyway God is telling me today to share the whole vision now and I will try adding more experiences soon as I have quite a few I haven’t shared yet. Please keep praying for me for my health and that I have more opportunities to write here.

God bless.

2020 Jan 3 vision: Will I find faith?

I was on my knees begging the Lord for help, not just for me and my children but for all His children who are suffering right now, many who have been suffering for many many years. He has compassion for us. when we are defeated and we have nothing left, that is when He can use us the most. When we are empty, He can fill us up. Jesus took me to talk to the Father, (I call Him papa Yahweh). I said why are you taking me there? He said trust me. I fell on my knees at the Father’s throne and I felt like I was speaking for all of the bride and said I’m defeated, please forgive me, I don’t have much, but I give it all to you. Please help us. He wiped my tears away and held me. He was deeply grieved at the pain that His precious children are going through and the state of the world. He had hoped for better. He said “will I find faith?” I said I’m choosing to trust you papa, I’m choosing to now, please forgive me for my lack of faith, please help me to be stronger. He kissed me on top of my head. Then He stood up off His throne. He said “it is time”. He is so big, like a giant. The ground shook when He stood and clouds around Him moved from the wind of His breath. He shone like the sun. I saw birds flying around Him and new life growing, trees and flowers. The Angel’s gasped and were in awe, watching to see what He is going to do next. They marvelled at His Holyness. This is why the angels say Holy Holy Holy day and night, because they are in constant amazement and awe in His presence.

Source: https://www.dreamstime.com/

He walked in His garden and inspected the fruit. He was measuring it. The fruit was ripe. He said it is time. He was deeply grieved though because the next part is going to cause more suffering, the tribulation, but it is a necessary suffering. It absolutely breaks His heart that He has to do this. This is tough love. If only they listened, if only they came to God. He gave them everything and they rejected Him. I said what shall I tell them? (The next part I actually posted to Facebook at the time): He said tell them to have faith. He is measuring our hearts right now to see how much faith we have. The time is up, turn to God and choose to trust Him. It is a choice. If you trust anything or anyone else more than you trust God, it is an idol and it is about to be taken away from you. The lukewarm are about to be tested like never before. If you are not putting God first in your life you will be left behind. For those of you who have been putting God first and trusting in Him, your deliverance is near, and some of you will receive power to bring in the harvest.

God bless you, I pray that God gives you strength and draws you near to Him. Keep looking to Jesus!

He gave me Daniel 4:3

How great are His signs, And how mighty His wonders! His kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, And His dominion is from generation to generation.

This was nebuchadnezzar saying this after seeing shadrack meshach and abednigo saved from the fire. This is a shadow of what’s coming. 

Faith is a decision. You can decide now to choose faith even if you aren’t feeling it.

Whatever or whoever you have faith in now, if it isnt God, it’s about to be taken from you. If you love your life, you will lose it. Only Jesus can save you. Keep your eyes on Jesus. For those that have faithfully waited on the Lord, your deliverance is near! Dont give up! God bless

7 And shall God not avenge His own elect who cry out day and night to Him, though He bears long with them?

8 I tell you that He will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will He really find faith on the earth?” – Luke 18

38 he who does not take his cross and follow after Me is not worthy of Me. 39 He who finds his life will lose it, and he who loses his life for My sake will find it. – Matt 10

End of vision/word

Looking back on this word now, I see how our faith really has been tested over the last year and half with lockdowns and uncertainty with income and fear. God has been measuring our hearts during all this and He does reward faith when we choose to trust in Him while the world is going into chaos around us. I said in the word “If you trust anything or anyone else more than you trust God, it is an idol and it is about to be taken away from you” and this has truly been happening as we’ve been gradually stripped of our human rights (and idols) by the govern ments and so many have lost their incomes, businesses, churches, friends. Weve been denied our idols of going out to sports events, concerts, parties, holidays etc. Nothing is certain in this world anymore. We have no security in money anymore which has been a huge idol to so many. More people are waking up and turning to God now because of all this. What Satan means for harm, God turns it around for good. Don’t be afraid, no matter what, God is in control. Keep strong, keep looking to the blessings that are coming, its almost over.

Please share your thoughts, God bless

Our Pets go to Heaven

2021 May 22

Yesterday our beautiful black cat, Ebony, passed away. She had fluid in her lungs and had to be put to sleep. She was such a lovely cat who gave me love and comfort when I was feeling down and I will really miss her. My children and I have been in tears. I did try praying for her to be healed, but to no avail, but maybe that’s because it was her time to go.

I was telling my kids about a cat I had as a child that died in a similar way, his name was “cuddles”, he was fluffy, orange and white. And I said I believe our cat Ebony is in heaven with cuddles.  Last night I was praying for a sign that our cat has gone to heaven, even though I believe she has. I believe I saw Jesus holding her in my mind’s eye. Then this morning I was scrolling through instagram and this painting randomly came up and the cats on it look exactly like cuddles and Ebony! This was my sign, God is so good! 🥰

Credit: https://www.instagram.com/p/CPF73Y3n6ku/?utm_medium=copy_link

See also: https://youtu.be/ltTqMezsciM

ps please pray for us, we’ve been going through a lot of sickness , health problems and other issues. Thats why I havnt written here much lately. Thank you, I know you are all going through stuff too and you’re all in my prayers. God bless

Dream with Jesus

2021 April 15

I had a dream with Jesus last night!

But first what lead up to the dream:

I had been feeling very defeated lately with ongoing problems and health issues. There’s been a particular person/enemy in my life trying to hurt me and my children. I prayed for this person to stay out of my life but they managed to come visit recently anyway. It caused me so much stress I came very close to an adrenal crisis. The pain of it was worse than Labor. (I’ve had chronic adrenal fatigue for years and anything stressful physically hurts me). A friend said to me recently that the situation(person) I was facing was my goliath. Even though the person has gone now they are always still meddling in my life and children’s lives from behind the scenes. They cast curses on us constantly which I pray against every day.

I wanted God to save me and to show me He cared. I felt abandoned. But I knew He would never abandon me. I just couldn’t make sense of how I couldn’t get this person out of my life. Yesterday in my bible reading, I read the scripture where He promised that whatever we ask in His name, He will do it. I then prayed and said I want you to give me a sign or a dream and show me that you still love me. (I hadn’t heard from Him for months before this. I’ve been in a really dark place, suffering). But I knew He still loved me, I just needed a reminder, some encouragement and answers.

Then I had this dream last night:

I was with my kids running from a huge monster in a park. I guided them into the park toilets and locked the door. We were safe in there but it was not ideal and we couldn’t stay there forever. I started praying desperately for Jesus to save us. Then I saw Jesus walking leisurely in the park. Then He scooped me up with His hand (now a giant hand), and He placed me right in front of the monster! I was so confused and looked at Him and said why did you put me here? He smiled with a knowing look and disappeared. I knew He knew that I could defeat this monster. Then I saw I had a sword in my hand, my sword in the spirit. I stood up bravely, held up my sword and faced that monster. It was much bigger than me. It looked like a chinese lion. It just stood in front of me growling but didn’t attack. End of dream.

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I googled the meaning of Chinese lions and found they mean “power”. They are also called Fu dogs and people put them in entranceways to protect themselves, like guard dogs. So maybe this thing was trying to protect satans kingdom… from me! Or rather He who is in me. 🙂 They are the ones who are truly afraid. They know Jesus is stronger and will defeat them. He has already defeated them!

I had felt defeated because an enemy that has hurt me and my family very much had been able to come into my home, after I had done heavy spiritual warfare to keep them away from us. I realise now that God doesn’t always keep scary situations or people away from us, but still protects us through it all. It is good to avoid people that seek to hurt you, but sometimes we can’t avoid them and then we need to keep our head up and trust in the Lord. He reminded me of psalm 23 where David said God prepares him a table in front of his enemies. I will hold my head up high if that person ever comes back. In truth they tried to hurt me and my children and they failed. They cannot hurt us, they can only threaten with intimidation, but I won’t be intimidated if I remember who I am in Christ! I feel braver, stronger now and my adrenal pain has lessened considerably! Praise God!


“Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you.” (Luke 10:19)

Psalm 23 1  The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2  He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. 3  He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. 4  Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me 5  You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. 6  Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever.

Ps. After writing this, a friend of mine and sister in Christ told me that she had been praying last night for Jesus to reveal Himself to me and come into my dream! He definitely answered her prayer, thank you sis! God truly heard her and she truly hears from God. Here’s a shout out to her channel: https://youtube.com/channel/UC8vcYHG9fj6P7pUzF2TTEzQ

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A dream about Love

On Feb 14, valentines day, I had a dream about Love. Sorry it took me a couple of days to post it!

The day before, I was thinking about focusing on Gods love for valentines and sharing something about it, especially for those that are alone or feel unloved on valentines day. I prayed for a dream too and I got a dream. Before the dream I woke up at 3.14 am. I know God was pointing out John 3.14…14  And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up, 15  that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life.16  For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. 17  For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved. 18  He who believes in Him is not condemned; but he who does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.

You’ll see this scripture has meaning related to the dream…

Dream: I was at a community centre/ church with my children and we were just hanging out, talking with the community workers there and helping out. It was a borrowed space. The church that owned the building let us use it. There was a lot of love and compassion as we were helping the less fortunate and telling them about Jesus. I felt God’s presence there, His love. We prayed for people and they got healed and we gave them food and kindness. The place actually glowed with warm light. I felt Jesus walking through the place and the angels. The workers were so easy going, I felt at home, and I ended up putting on a load of washing there from home, so I could stay longer. I felt some anticipation like God was going to show up soon. Day turned to night and the stars came out, I had lost track of time. I was the last one there and everyone had gone home. The church members that owned the building started showing up for a church service. They were very rude and told me I had to leave. One woman from the church was more kind and said, “do you want to stay, for the passover service?” I said “passover?! Is it passover already??” I thought it was another week away at least. She said “it sure is, would you like to join us?” I said “no thank you”, because I knew this was a church without the love of God and I went to head home to celebrate passover, but first I went to get my laundry out of the machine. The laundry basket broke and it was very difficult getting it to the washing line. People were looking at me, judging me, telling me to hurry up. They didn’t offer any help. I got half of it hung up, then this woman who seemed to be in charge, came out and said “all this has to go. Take it with you and leave”, pointing at my washing. I said “but some of it is the church towels”. Then I had to sort it and put their towels back in the machine and mine in the broken basket. Then I realised the basket belonged to them and I couldn’t take it to carry my washing. I ended up stressed and in tears. It was impossible to do it on my own and no one would help. End of dream.

My interpretation: I think this dream shows the stark contrast between the love amongst Gods true people and the lack of love amongst those who aren’t but pretend to be.The laundry is something that has come up in my dreams before and relates to this scripture:

Ephesians 5:26-27: 26 that He might sanctify and cleanse her [the church] with the washing of water by the word, 27 that He might present her to Himself a glorious church, not having spot or wrinkle or any such thing, but that she should be holy and without blemish.

I was doing just fine washing my laundry with the loving workers there and in Gods presence. We can’t wash away our sins without Jesus! The judgemental people only made it harder. The broken basket represents the broken churches that we have today. The ones that aren’t really helping anyone but making their life worse by judging them and blaming them. It is not the true love of God, who is merciful, compassionate and generous. There is a huge problem in the church today of blaming the unfortunate for their situation and not helping. The lack of love is vast. Anyone without love for others is not a true follower of Christ.

By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another. – John 13.35

Passover is when Jesus died for our sins. It is also a possible rapture date. My dream might have been indicating rapture with night time and passover coming sooner than I thought and the loving church workers going home. The unloving church members may have been the left behind. This is something I will be praying about and you can take it to the Lord. Please let me know your thoughts, thank you. God bless!

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Demons don’t have rights.

This has been weighing on my mind and I believe is important to share now. I hope to do more posts soon as I’ve settled into my new home now and will have more time.

Demons never have legal “rights” to hurt you. They have OPPORTUNITIES to hurt you. Be careful with the words you use and pick up from people. Saying demons have “rights” is wrong. Does a thief have a “right” to steal from you if you left your front door open?…no of course not. But he has the opportunity to do so. The devil comes to steal kill and destroy. How can he steal if he has a “right” to steal. He has no right to and will be punished for it when his time comes. Don’t give them more power than they actually have.
Definition of “right”: If you have a right to do or to have something, you are morally or legally entitled to do it or to have it.
Gods laws state: do not steal, do not murder etc. They have no right legally according to Gods law to steal from us. Therefore, they are breaking Gods law, which they have no right to do. It can’t be more clear.

The devil uses lies like this one to get into our heads, so its important to examine everything we have been taught and taken for granted. Praying for you all,
God bless

(Credit to R E Dossett on youtube for speaking about this subject. I don’t agree with all that dossett teaches, but he has many spot on teachings like this one that I haven’t heard anywhere else. I highly recommend checking out his channel.)

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Found a home / dream

Dream 20th Jan 2021:

My husband and I were going to a real estate agents office to get keys to a new house. The agent woman was busy and we were waiting in a waiting room. Then we were told to see a different woman who would help us. This other woman was one of my children’s old kindergarten teachers. A very kind woman who loves children. But in the dream she was a midwife. She was very busy delivering many babies. She paused for a moment to speak to us and she said she is nearly done, just a few more births, then she will be finished. I got a sense that she had done thousands of births that day and there only a few left to go, less than 10.

Interpretation: i believe these are spiritual births, people being born again. She must be an angel. Once she is finished, I think the rapture will occur!

Today (22nd January), we actually got a home and went to sign for it and get the keys. The agent was busy and receptionist had us wait in a waiting room, just like in the dream! I believe this was a confirmation of the dream, and so the rapture must be very soon! Praise God

This is why the rapture is taking so long, so that more people are saved!

The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some count slackness; but is longsuffering to you-ward, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. – 2 Peter 3.9

Thank you everyone for praying for us to get a home. Its been a crazy couple months. We’ve ended up getting a home that isn’t big enough for my family, but I am just grateful that we have somewhere to go until we find a better one. God bless