Will I find faith?

This is a vision I had last year before the whole co vid thing hit and I did briefly mention it here but didn’t share the whole thing as I’ve been holding back with the more deeper experiences I’ve had with God as the devil had been getting in my head, discouraging me from posting it. I guess I’ve been afraid of the people that don’t believe it or get jealous of it. But I can’t carry on catering to people like that. I don’t write it for them. I write it hoping my experiences will be an encouragement to motivate you to have the same kind of experiences as me and to help you get to know God better and what His character is like. I should have never held back this stuff, and I won’t anymore. This level of intimacy with our Father is available to all of us, not just me. I am not more special or favoured than anyone else. Please re watch my videos on hearing Gods voice to learn more.

Anyway God is telling me today to share the whole vision now and I will try adding more experiences soon as I have quite a few I haven’t shared yet. Please keep praying for me for my health and that I have more opportunities to write here.

God bless.

2020 Jan 3 vision: Will I find faith?

I was on my knees begging the Lord for help, not just for me and my children but for all His children who are suffering right now, many who have been suffering for many many years. He has compassion for us. when we are defeated and we have nothing left, that is when He can use us the most. When we are empty, He can fill us up. Jesus took me to talk to the Father, (I call Him papa Yahweh). I said why are you taking me there? He said trust me. I fell on my knees at the Father’s throne and I felt like I was speaking for all of the bride and said I’m defeated, please forgive me, I don’t have much, but I give it all to you. Please help us. He wiped my tears away and held me. He was deeply grieved at the pain that His precious children are going through and the state of the world. He had hoped for better. He said “will I find faith?” I said I’m choosing to trust you papa, I’m choosing to now, please forgive me for my lack of faith, please help me to be stronger. He kissed me on top of my head. Then He stood up off His throne. He said “it is time”. He is so big, like a giant. The ground shook when He stood and clouds around Him moved from the wind of His breath. He shone like the sun. I saw birds flying around Him and new life growing, trees and flowers. The Angel’s gasped and were in awe, watching to see what He is going to do next. They marvelled at His Holyness. This is why the angels say Holy Holy Holy day and night, because they are in constant amazement and awe in His presence.

Source: https://www.dreamstime.com/

He walked in His garden and inspected the fruit. He was measuring it. The fruit was ripe. He said it is time. He was deeply grieved though because the next part is going to cause more suffering, the tribulation, but it is a necessary suffering. It absolutely breaks His heart that He has to do this. This is tough love. If only they listened, if only they came to God. He gave them everything and they rejected Him. I said what shall I tell them? (The next part I actually posted to Facebook at the time): He said tell them to have faith. He is measuring our hearts right now to see how much faith we have. The time is up, turn to God and choose to trust Him. It is a choice. If you trust anything or anyone else more than you trust God, it is an idol and it is about to be taken away from you. The lukewarm are about to be tested like never before. If you are not putting God first in your life you will be left behind. For those of you who have been putting God first and trusting in Him, your deliverance is near, and some of you will receive power to bring in the harvest.

God bless you, I pray that God gives you strength and draws you near to Him. Keep looking to Jesus!

He gave me Daniel 4:3

How great are His signs, And how mighty His wonders! His kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, And His dominion is from generation to generation.

This was nebuchadnezzar saying this after seeing shadrack meshach and abednigo saved from the fire. This is a shadow of what’s coming. 

Faith is a decision. You can decide now to choose faith even if you aren’t feeling it.

Whatever or whoever you have faith in now, if it isnt God, it’s about to be taken from you. If you love your life, you will lose it. Only Jesus can save you. Keep your eyes on Jesus. For those that have faithfully waited on the Lord, your deliverance is near! Dont give up! God bless

7 And shall God not avenge His own elect who cry out day and night to Him, though He bears long with them?

8 I tell you that He will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will He really find faith on the earth?” – Luke 18

38 he who does not take his cross and follow after Me is not worthy of Me. 39 He who finds his life will lose it, and he who loses his life for My sake will find it. – Matt 10

End of vision/word

Looking back on this word now, I see how our faith really has been tested over the last year and half with lockdowns and uncertainty with income and fear. God has been measuring our hearts during all this and He does reward faith when we choose to trust in Him while the world is going into chaos around us. I said in the word “If you trust anything or anyone else more than you trust God, it is an idol and it is about to be taken away from you” and this has truly been happening as we’ve been gradually stripped of our human rights (and idols) by the govern ments and so many have lost their incomes, businesses, churches, friends. Weve been denied our idols of going out to sports events, concerts, parties, holidays etc. Nothing is certain in this world anymore. We have no security in money anymore which has been a huge idol to so many. More people are waking up and turning to God now because of all this. What Satan means for harm, God turns it around for good. Don’t be afraid, no matter what, God is in control. Keep strong, keep looking to the blessings that are coming, its almost over.

Please share your thoughts, God bless

Our Pets go to Heaven

2021 May 22

Yesterday our beautiful black cat, Ebony, passed away. She had fluid in her lungs and had to be put to sleep. She was such a lovely cat who gave me love and comfort when I was feeling down and I will really miss her. My children and I have been in tears. I did try praying for her to be healed, but to no avail, but maybe that’s because it was her time to go.

I was telling my kids about a cat I had as a child that died in a similar way, his name was “cuddles”, he was fluffy, orange and white. And I said I believe our cat Ebony is in heaven with cuddles.  Last night I was praying for a sign that our cat has gone to heaven, even though I believe she has. I believe I saw Jesus holding her in my mind’s eye. Then this morning I was scrolling through instagram and this painting randomly came up and the cats on it look exactly like cuddles and Ebony! This was my sign, God is so good! 🥰

Credit: https://www.instagram.com/p/CPF73Y3n6ku/?utm_medium=copy_link

See also: https://youtu.be/ltTqMezsciM

ps please pray for us, we’ve been going through a lot of sickness , health problems and other issues. Thats why I havnt written here much lately. Thank you, I know you are all going through stuff too and you’re all in my prayers. God bless

Dream with Jesus

2021 April 15

I had a dream with Jesus last night!

But first what lead up to the dream:

I had been feeling very defeated lately with ongoing problems and health issues. There’s been a particular person/enemy in my life trying to hurt me and my children. I prayed for this person to stay out of my life but they managed to come visit recently anyway. It caused me so much stress I came very close to an adrenal crisis. The pain of it was worse than Labor. (I’ve had chronic adrenal fatigue for years and anything stressful physically hurts me). A friend said to me recently that the situation(person) I was facing was my goliath. Even though the person has gone now they are always still meddling in my life and children’s lives from behind the scenes. They cast curses on us constantly which I pray against every day.

I wanted God to save me and to show me He cared. I felt abandoned. But I knew He would never abandon me. I just couldn’t make sense of how I couldn’t get this person out of my life. Yesterday in my bible reading, I read the scripture where He promised that whatever we ask in His name, He will do it. I then prayed and said I want you to give me a sign or a dream and show me that you still love me. (I hadn’t heard from Him for months before this. I’ve been in a really dark place, suffering). But I knew He still loved me, I just needed a reminder, some encouragement and answers.

Then I had this dream last night:

I was with my kids running from a huge monster in a park. I guided them into the park toilets and locked the door. We were safe in there but it was not ideal and we couldn’t stay there forever. I started praying desperately for Jesus to save us. Then I saw Jesus walking leisurely in the park. Then He scooped me up with His hand (now a giant hand), and He placed me right in front of the monster! I was so confused and looked at Him and said why did you put me here? He smiled with a knowing look and disappeared. I knew He knew that I could defeat this monster. Then I saw I had a sword in my hand, my sword in the spirit. I stood up bravely, held up my sword and faced that monster. It was much bigger than me. It looked like a chinese lion. It just stood in front of me growling but didn’t attack. End of dream.

source: https://unsplash.com/photos/m_DoGWrKi_Q

I googled the meaning of Chinese lions and found they mean “power”. They are also called Fu dogs and people put them in entranceways to protect themselves, like guard dogs. So maybe this thing was trying to protect satans kingdom… from me! Or rather He who is in me. 🙂 They are the ones who are truly afraid. They know Jesus is stronger and will defeat them. He has already defeated them!

I had felt defeated because an enemy that has hurt me and my family very much had been able to come into my home, after I had done heavy spiritual warfare to keep them away from us. I realise now that God doesn’t always keep scary situations or people away from us, but still protects us through it all. It is good to avoid people that seek to hurt you, but sometimes we can’t avoid them and then we need to keep our head up and trust in the Lord. He reminded me of psalm 23 where David said God prepares him a table in front of his enemies. I will hold my head up high if that person ever comes back. In truth they tried to hurt me and my children and they failed. They cannot hurt us, they can only threaten with intimidation, but I won’t be intimidated if I remember who I am in Christ! I feel braver, stronger now and my adrenal pain has lessened considerably! Praise God!


“Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you.” (Luke 10:19)

Psalm 23 1  The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2  He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. 3  He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. 4  Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me 5  You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. 6  Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever.

Ps. After writing this, a friend of mine and sister in Christ told me that she had been praying last night for Jesus to reveal Himself to me and come into my dream! He definitely answered her prayer, thank you sis! God truly heard her and she truly hears from God. Here’s a shout out to her channel: https://youtube.com/channel/UC8vcYHG9fj6P7pUzF2TTEzQ

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A dream about Love

On Feb 14, valentines day, I had a dream about Love. Sorry it took me a couple of days to post it!

The day before, I was thinking about focusing on Gods love for valentines and sharing something about it, especially for those that are alone or feel unloved on valentines day. I prayed for a dream too and I got a dream. Before the dream I woke up at 3.14 am. I know God was pointing out John 3.14…14  And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up, 15  that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life.16  For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. 17  For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved. 18  He who believes in Him is not condemned; but he who does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.

You’ll see this scripture has meaning related to the dream…

Dream: I was at a community centre/ church with my children and we were just hanging out, talking with the community workers there and helping out. It was a borrowed space. The church that owned the building let us use it. There was a lot of love and compassion as we were helping the less fortunate and telling them about Jesus. I felt God’s presence there, His love. We prayed for people and they got healed and we gave them food and kindness. The place actually glowed with warm light. I felt Jesus walking through the place and the angels. The workers were so easy going, I felt at home, and I ended up putting on a load of washing there from home, so I could stay longer. I felt some anticipation like God was going to show up soon. Day turned to night and the stars came out, I had lost track of time. I was the last one there and everyone had gone home. The church members that owned the building started showing up for a church service. They were very rude and told me I had to leave. One woman from the church was more kind and said, “do you want to stay, for the passover service?” I said “passover?! Is it passover already??” I thought it was another week away at least. She said “it sure is, would you like to join us?” I said “no thank you”, because I knew this was a church without the love of God and I went to head home to celebrate passover, but first I went to get my laundry out of the machine. The laundry basket broke and it was very difficult getting it to the washing line. People were looking at me, judging me, telling me to hurry up. They didn’t offer any help. I got half of it hung up, then this woman who seemed to be in charge, came out and said “all this has to go. Take it with you and leave”, pointing at my washing. I said “but some of it is the church towels”. Then I had to sort it and put their towels back in the machine and mine in the broken basket. Then I realised the basket belonged to them and I couldn’t take it to carry my washing. I ended up stressed and in tears. It was impossible to do it on my own and no one would help. End of dream.

My interpretation: I think this dream shows the stark contrast between the love amongst Gods true people and the lack of love amongst those who aren’t but pretend to be.The laundry is something that has come up in my dreams before and relates to this scripture:

Ephesians 5:26-27: 26 that He might sanctify and cleanse her [the church] with the washing of water by the word, 27 that He might present her to Himself a glorious church, not having spot or wrinkle or any such thing, but that she should be holy and without blemish.

I was doing just fine washing my laundry with the loving workers there and in Gods presence. We can’t wash away our sins without Jesus! The judgemental people only made it harder. The broken basket represents the broken churches that we have today. The ones that aren’t really helping anyone but making their life worse by judging them and blaming them. It is not the true love of God, who is merciful, compassionate and generous. There is a huge problem in the church today of blaming the unfortunate for their situation and not helping. The lack of love is vast. Anyone without love for others is not a true follower of Christ.

By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another. – John 13.35

Passover is when Jesus died for our sins. It is also a possible rapture date. My dream might have been indicating rapture with night time and passover coming sooner than I thought and the loving church workers going home. The unloving church members may have been the left behind. This is something I will be praying about and you can take it to the Lord. Please let me know your thoughts, thank you. God bless!

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Demons don’t have rights.

This has been weighing on my mind and I believe is important to share now. I hope to do more posts soon as I’ve settled into my new home now and will have more time.

Demons never have legal “rights” to hurt you. They have OPPORTUNITIES to hurt you. Be careful with the words you use and pick up from people. Saying demons have “rights” is wrong. Does a thief have a “right” to steal from you if you left your front door open?…no of course not. But he has the opportunity to do so. The devil comes to steal kill and destroy. How can he steal if he has a “right” to steal. He has no right to and will be punished for it when his time comes. Don’t give them more power than they actually have.
Definition of “right”: If you have a right to do or to have something, you are morally or legally entitled to do it or to have it.
Gods laws state: do not steal, do not murder etc. They have no right legally according to Gods law to steal from us. Therefore, they are breaking Gods law, which they have no right to do. It can’t be more clear.

The devil uses lies like this one to get into our heads, so its important to examine everything we have been taught and taken for granted. Praying for you all,
God bless

(Credit to R E Dossett on youtube for speaking about this subject. I don’t agree with all that dossett teaches, but he has many spot on teachings like this one that I haven’t heard anywhere else. I highly recommend checking out his channel.)

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Found a home / dream

Dream 20th Jan 2021:

My husband and I were going to a real estate agents office to get keys to a new house. The agent woman was busy and we were waiting in a waiting room. Then we were told to see a different woman who would help us. This other woman was one of my children’s old kindergarten teachers. A very kind woman who loves children. But in the dream she was a midwife. She was very busy delivering many babies. She paused for a moment to speak to us and she said she is nearly done, just a few more births, then she will be finished. I got a sense that she had done thousands of births that day and there only a few left to go, less than 10.

Interpretation: i believe these are spiritual births, people being born again. She must be an angel. Once she is finished, I think the rapture will occur!

Today (22nd January), we actually got a home and went to sign for it and get the keys. The agent was busy and receptionist had us wait in a waiting room, just like in the dream! I believe this was a confirmation of the dream, and so the rapture must be very soon! Praise God

This is why the rapture is taking so long, so that more people are saved!

The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some count slackness; but is longsuffering to you-ward, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. – 2 Peter 3.9

Thank you everyone for praying for us to get a home. Its been a crazy couple months. We’ve ended up getting a home that isn’t big enough for my family, but I am just grateful that we have somewhere to go until we find a better one. God bless


Hi friends and family in Christ,

Please pray for me and my children. I have 4 weeks left until I have to move out of my home. Please pray that God gives us a new home to live in, we need a miracle. We need 5 bedrooms (big family). I won’t go into details, but I really don’t know how we are going to do this. I’m choosing to trust God to provide and fulfill His promise to me somehow, as He promised me a home. He is faithful. 🙏

Please comment your prayer requests below and I’ll pray for you too and we can all pray for each other. God bless you all

Dreams of a 2nd Earth /moon/sun

I have had a series of dreams across years that have a second earth, and/or moon and/or sun that were getting closer and closer to us as time went by. I also have a theory about what it means which seems to have been confirmed by the most recent dream. Maybe you guys can help me make sense of it. Ive put it all together here:

9 Jan 2016 Dream: I saw what I thought was the moon. I noticed it was too small to be the moon then I noticed the bright light shining from the actual moon. Then I was trying to take a picture but I couldn’t get my phone to work properly.

Jan 2016, (don’t have exact day but it was sometime between the 11th and the 27th Jan). Dream: I saw two crescent moons, two suns and another Earth. The 2nd moon/sun/earth were smaller than the regular ones, at least from my viewpoint. The 2nd moon was slightly bigger than previous dream.

29 Jun 2018 Dream: Everything was red, like looking through a red filter. It was thick red light coming from outside. I went outside and there was a blood red full moon. Next to it to the left was a smaller blood moon. I was videoing it with my phone in the dream.

10 Aug 2018: I had a clear vision as I woke up. 2 blood moons, one was full and one was crescent. They were the same size. I asked for the meaning and fell back asleep and had a quick dream: in the dream I was sorting some kind of vials of red/orange stuff.

2020 Sep 29 Dream: I was looking up through the clouds and I saw another earth, but it was upside down and it was in the past. I saw the continent of India being joined to Eurasia, which is something that happened way back in the past. I dont think it was millions of years ago though like they say. It might be 6000 years ago when God created seperated land and sea, or could have happened during the flood, Im not sure. (I went on to dream about the IT clown, which could be pointing to halloween?).

Source: https://pubs.usgs.gov/gip/dynamic/himalaya.html

2020 Oct 7 Dream:

I dreamed of a huge planet in the sky again and again it looked like earth except it looked like a map of the earth with usa clearly in front of me. It was huge, covering the whole sky and blocking the sun. As I looked up at it someone said “naruto”, they were calling it naruto.

Then UFOs came down from the planet and aliens who put on human skins to look like us and they were taking over the world, and I was trying to warn people and save people from them. They were enslaving humans.

Naruto meaning: I did think of the cartoon called naruto but I knew that’s not what was meant and I looked up the meaning. It means Maelstrom. Maelstrom meaning: a powerful whirlpool in the sea or a river, or: a situation or state of confused movement or violent turmoil. The second meaning fits.

2020 Nov 22 I dreamed again of a second earth. This time it was closer and came all the way over and through this earth until they joined as one, then everything went dark, like the 3 days of darkness started at that moment, but it was still light enough to see but the sun and moon was gone. The sky was like a orangey red color and grey like it was overcast. I was also moving house in the middle of this, which could mean transformation! My children were moving house with me but not my husband because he couldn’t or wouldn’t pack and get organized in time. I was trying to explain to my husband what was happening. I said to him that when the earth’s line up we are at the end of time and I drew a diagram of it. This has actually been a theory of mine for a while now, so I don’t know for sure if this was from God or from my own mind. I will await confirmation.

It makes sense if my theory is correct. I have a theory that we are in a timeline loop of 6 or 7000 years, like a circle and so when the earth is nearing the end, I am seeing the start of the timeline, if that makes sense. This could be what nibiru actually is about. Please tell me if you have any ideas about the meaning of these dreams. thank you!

Here is a very basic diagram like the one I drew in my dream:

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Obama Dream

This is the 3rd dream Ive had of Obama. He is someone I rarely think about but God is showing me these dreams for a reason.

2020 Dec 4 Dream: I was a child in a classroom at school. The teacher was Obama. All the kids liked him. But then, horns grew out of his head and the kids started gasping and whispering to each other. They were saying is this some halloween trick? Obama was cooking up something to share with the children. He had a big cauldron and while he was stirring it, his horns grew. I quietly prayed against it so his potion failed and burned. Obama looked at me with an angry look. Afterwards, his horns disappeared and the children were telling their parents who didn’t believe them. Obama came after me after class but I got away from him. end.

My first Obama dream

My second Obama dream

What do you guys think? Is Obama the antichrist? Or just someone who is possessed?

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2020 Nov 24 Dejavu 

I was just walking into my kitchen and had a huge dejavu moment and had a vision of the books of my life in heaven and I was inside a book at the same time. It was large book nearly as big as me, its center at my heart. I concentrated to see what happens next for me and the pages flipped quickly and stopped at my near future. I saw that the next thing that happens is that I get a house and I’m on the right track! I dont know exactly when, but its coming. As Ive said before, houses can represent our body, so this could have been symbolic for the transformation. (I am currently looking to buy a house soon too as I have to move out of my home by february.)

These books are real and mentioned in the bible. The new agers call it akashic records. I wonder if we get to see the books with the plan for our life before we are born here, and if dejavu is when we remember that. Or maybe dejavu is just when we get a glimpse of our book. I’m not sure.

I have heard other prophets mention a library in heaven where you can look into the books of someones life to get a prophetic word. I would only attempt to do this if Jesus told me which part to look at. I dont want to be nosy and only He knows what the person needs to hear.

You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. – Psalm 139:16 NLT

25 Nov: I had a second dejavu as I was reading a book about how God sees the future. Then I went into a vision and was sitting next to Father God in heaven and He was looking at the whole timeline of the earth all at once. It was like a timeline and books at the same time, hard to describe. I saw bright light and the angels singing and praising God at the start and at the end of the timeline. It was awesome! I saw the middle too but it flashed by so fast with only some highlights of key bible moments, past and future. I can’t even remember one specific thing, so can’t go into any detail on it. This is how God knows the future and how prophets can see the future also and prophecy. I am truly blessed to have glimpsed this and I hope I get to see more of it in future and grow my prophetic gifting. I will try this next time I do prophetic words. Praise God! He is amazing!

See also: my previous vision where I saw the timeline of my life.

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Trump and Biden

2020 Nov 10 Dream/Vision (Not sure if I was awake or asleep seeing this):

I saw trump and biden riding dragons, working together to reassure the crowds, each working with their half of the crowd and they were winking at each other. The crowds were like two oceans with waves coming against each other. They called out a number with 33 like it was important to them.

I know 33 relates to freemasons, which they both probably are imho. Many, if not all presidents throughout USA history were freemasons. The highest degree or position in freemasonry is 33.

I heard and saw the number 33 a few times that day before and after the dream/vision which confirms it.

All together it is believed that about nine of the fifty-six men that signed the Declaration of Independence were masons, and about thirteen of the thirty-nine that signed the US Constitutions were also masons. Maybe all of them were masons, who knows? They are secretive, so we dont know. Many government buildings were built by them and have occultic measurements and symbology. I cant say for sure if trump is a freemason, but his mentor was a 33 degree mason so I wouldnt be suprised.

Please let me know if you have any thoughts on the meaning. Thank you!

See also: The Hegelian Dialectic

See also: Order out of chaos

Scripture: Then the angel said to me, “The waters you saw, where the prostitute sits, are peoples, multitudes, nations and languages. – Rev 17:15


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Rib Coin 26

Image by Susan Cipriano from Pixabay

2020 Sep 14 Dream:

I was picking up my daughter from an art school and then driving home. We saw a couple of her friends doing art on the side of the road and picked them up too. They were all drinking coffee which was free from the school. Then we stopped at a cafe. My daughter said mum, can you buy 3 coffees. I said fine and I went up and ordered 3 coffees. I looked for coins in my purse to pay.

Amongst my coins there was a rib shaped coin. It was an Israeli coin with hebrew words on it on both sides. I tried to find out what year it was made. There were numbers that ended in 26. I dont remember the other numers, just the 26 which stood out to me.

I looked up the meaning of 26 and found this:

God made Eve from Adams rib (Genesis 2:21 – 23). He took Eve out of Adam. If we subtract the value of Eve’s name (19) from Adam’s (45), we get: 26!

Also 26 in strongs greek is agape / love.

The bible also calls Jesus the second Adam. Adams bride came from his side and Jesus bride also came from His side, when He was pierced for our trangressions.

Maybe the 3 coffees were a sign to wake up about who we really are in Christ. My daughter and her friends are unsaved, so they need to wake up. (Please pray for her to know Jesus! She is 16. thank you!)

If you have any other ideas what this dream could mean, please let me know. God bless

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Birth Eclipse Obama

2020 Aug 3


There were pregnant women full term and someone had a device, like a pen with a stamp on the end. They were stamping the women on their lower tummy, womb area. The stamp did something to make their babies get born in 2 seconds. Then they were taking the babies. I felt like it was a good thing.

My interpretation: I think the person may have been an angel, sealing the babies for rapture and then rapturing them. The rev 12 woman comes to mind as well. There is a scripture about a rapid birth in Isaiah 66:

7  “Before she was in labor, she gave birth; Before her pain came, She delivered a male child. 8  Who has heard such a thing? Who has seen such things? Shall the earth be made to give birth in one day? Or shall a nation be born at once? For as soon as Zion was in labor, She gave birth to her children.

The rev 12 woman I believe represents the bride of Christ, the church. She goes through labor after birth. I believe the 144k are her baby who are birthed and caught, then the left behind church goes through tribulation (labor). The 144k get sealed, which fits in with my dream. Well this is my take on it, you can take it to the Lord.

Next scene: I was looking after an orphan girl, again. I left her in the room to sleep, then went into another room of someone I know who is lukewarm. The news was on and it was playing on a projector onto the walls. It was showing a solar eclipse with the sun, full moon and a black circle as well, like the picture above. I said to the lukewarm person to look at this and he wouldn’t listen. I started warning him and pleading with him and crying, begging him to listen, because I knew the fallen angels were coming down. I started seeing their shadows from outside the window. (It was nighttime). Then they started coming into the room, like shadow men and creatures. He was still looking at his phone and not paying any attention. I sensed a boss demon directing the others and sensed its power. It came up behind me to my right and gave me a fright. It looked like Obama but it was a demon. It may have been a clone, a shapeshifter or Obamas actual body possessed with the demon. His eyes were black and his eyes were also glowing at the same time. It spoke to me in a really deep demonic voice. I can’t remember what it said. The closest thing I know of to describe the deepness of his voice, was the voice of the bad Egyptian/alien on the movie stargate. It seemed very real and I woke up with a fright.

See previous dream about obama.

Like other dreams I’ve had lately, this shows rapture of innocents and or firstfruits comes first, then tribulation, then the sun and moon going dark, and once again I’m looking after an orphan during trib, which symbolizes the left behind. I think when I left her in the room to sleep, I was taking her to Gods secret place of rest and safety, a goshen, where the rev 12 woman is kept safe from the trib.

2020 Aug 24: I had confirmation in another Dream. I saw a pregnant woman who went to see her new home and soon as she got there her pregnancy grew rapidly and she gave birth in seconds and caught her baby just in time before she hit the ground. The baby girl then grew rapidly to about 10 ~ 12 years old within minutes. The babies name was Rose or rosy. I believe this was about the Revelation 12 woman. Please see my previous dreams about baby Rosy here.

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Jesus, the Lamb

2020 Nov 18

Vision: I was with Jesus, and I saw a lamb run up to us. I’m a sucker for cute animals and I patted it and held it lovingly. The lamb had a red ribbon tied in a bow around its neck. When I realised what this meant, I cried. I said “I wish you didn’t have to die”. He said gently “I chose to, because I love you”. By “you”, He meant all of us. 

He gave me a red ribbon and a pen. He said “write on this all of your sins, all of your hurts, your infirmities, your problems and curses”. I took a while going through my life and everything I’ve done wrong and suffered. It really took a while, I’m far from perfect! I cried while doing this and said sorry and repented for everything. I have already repented before many times, but I asked Him if I’ve missed anything and He brought up memories of stuff, so I wrote down everything I thought of and wrote at the end “and everything else…”. I also wrote down all my infirmities and problems I’m struggling with in my life. I wrote down my children’s stuff too on their behalf.

Then He got me to tie it onto the lamb. He said “I’m taking all this away from you and you are free of it”. The lamb died and disappeared into Him, because He is the lamb. His hands bled out. I said “thank you!” and He hugged me.


Jesus is the lamb who takes away our sin. Before Jesus died, Israel used to have a scapegoat to carry away their sins on Yom Kippur/Day of Atonement every year. The priest would confess the nation’s sins over the goat and also tie a red cloth or string to the goat and let it go into the wilderness. God would turn the cloth/string white to indicate the sins were forgiven. After Jesus died the cloth would not turn white anymore for the Jews. That’s because Jesus has replaced the scapegoat.


The scapegoat ritual: Leviticus 16:1-34

“Come now, and let us reason together,” Says the LORD, “Though your sins are like scarlet, They shall be as white as snow; Though they are red like crimson, They shall be as wool.”  Isaiah 1:18

The next day he saw Jesus coming toward him, and said, “Behold, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world! John 1:29

Saying with a loud voice, “Worthy is the Lamb who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and might and honor and glory and blessing!” Rev 5:12

This was to fulfill what was spoken through the prophet Isaiah: “He took up our infirmities and bore our diseases.” Matthew 8:17

Ps. To all those waiting for words, I’m still working on it, please be patient. It’s actually quite difficult for me to get into the spirit with the Lord as my life is chaotic and busy (I have 4 children and homeschool 2 of them!). Also my state has just gone into full lockdown as of midnight last night. So I am home with my family for next 6 days at least. I do my best to find a quiet moment when I can ask God for words for people. Please do ask me if you need one though and I’ll add your name to the list and I will do them ASAP. Trust me God LOVES you and most likely has a word for you. God bless! 

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Bill G@tes, G00gle, v@x

2020 July 31

I know this dream is a bit old. I didnt share straight away because there was a part at the end which I didnt fully understand and I’ve been quite busy. But God has put it on my heart to share the dream and just leave the last part out as it’s not relevant.


My second youngest child was going on a weekend long school trip, but somehow they were taking them without my permission. It was on a futuristic looking aeroplane. I ran to get a ticket and jump on with only the clothes on my back. I had left my youngest at school so rang my older child to pick her up and look after her. (I actually homeschool in real life). 

On the plane (might have been a space ship actually), the kids and I were seated like how an army plane has seats with the seats sideways facing each other. The trip was fully funded by “G00gle”. The teachers/nurses were evil and they were giving us special vitamin gummies to prepare us for the v@ccination coming later. There were 3 different gummies. One of them was vitamin K, (which in real life is an injection given to newborns.) I can’t remember what the other ones were. They tasted disgusting but were shaped like teddy bears and lolly shapes. Some kids were spitting them out. Somehow they thought I was a child too and treated me like one. I felt like I was undercover. Then they went around and asked each child if they would agree to the v@ccination. The ones that said yes got a purple mark. The ones that said no got a red mark. I knew in my spirit the red mark meant they were marked for blood sacrifice. Purple means royalty which is how they considered those with the mark of the beast. We arrived at the place which was run by bill g@tes. It was completely off the map and up above the clouds. Once off the plane, I tried to turn on my gps and find out where we were and get home. There was no signal, no location but a map of the area came up. There was no way back except in the plane after the weekend trip was over. Inside the main centre of the place it was like a museum with very modern technology. There were 2 humpback whales in a large aquarium. But it was cruel because it wasn’t big enough for them, they could hardly turn around in it, let alone swim. 

There were lots of cool exhibits about space and computers also. I could tell they were trying to impress the kids so they would trust Bill G@tes and get the v@ccine.

Then Jesus taught me a tune which would be my way out. I had to type the tune into a computer, like a code to hack the system and get out. The rest of dream Ill leave out.

My interpretation:

In real life, they are really passing new laws that say that they can take our children straight from school into quarantine without parents permission and some schools have permission to give the kids injections too. I think they might tell the kids it’s a school trip or entertain them somehow to keep them cooperative, and also try to brainwash them. They already brainwash children in schools. This is why I homeschool now and highly recommend you do the same. I had another dream of them taking the children from schools here.

I think the vitamin gummies represent all the v@ccines etc that they give kids from birth onwards to weaken their immune systems in preparation for the mark of the beast v@ccine. I remember learning about the harm of unnecessary vitamin k shots that they give to newborns after I had my first baby. (Disclaimer: Im not a doctor, so do your own research).

They do plan to kill everyone who doesn’t take the mark of the beast, which explains the blood sacrifice part. But I do believe the children will be raptured before the mark is enforced.

People with the mark will become physically enhanced as their dna changes and will become part of satans counterfeit “royal” army, to fight against Gods true royal army in the final battle. 

The whales could have something to do with the sign of Jonah, I’m not sure.

The tune I learned could have been symbolic for the song that only the 144k know. They are the ones counted worthy to escape the tribulation. I dont know if I can share the tune, so I wont.

They sang as it were a new song before the throne, before the four living creatures, and the elders; and no one could learn that song except the hundred and forty-four thousand who were redeemed from the earth. ~ Rev 14:3

I prayed for confirmation on sep 10, and the Lord gave me confirmation again of the rapture of the children, so please don’t be afraid of this. He gave me Amos 3:12 which says: …So shall the children of Israel be taken out…

It could be that these children represent lost souls like in my previous dreams about orphans.

Let me know if you have any more thoughts about the meaning, thank you!

God bless!

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