Will I find faith?

This is a vision I had last year before the whole co vid thing hit and I did briefly mention it here but didn’t share the whole thing as I’ve been holding back with the more deeper experiences I’ve had with God as the devil had been getting in my head, discouraging me from posting it. I hope my experiences will be an encouragement to motivate others to have the same kind of experiences as me and to help others get to know God better and what His character is like. This level of intimacy with our Father is available to all of us, not just me. I am not more special or favoured than anyone else. Please re watch my videos on hearing Gods voice to learn more.

Anyway God is telling me today to share the whole vision now and I will try adding more experiences soon as I have quite a few I haven’t shared yet. Please keep praying for me for my health and that I have more opportunities to write here.

God bless.

2020 Jan 3 vision: Will I find faith?

I was on my knees begging the Lord for help, not just for me and my children but for all His children who are suffering right now, many who have been suffering for many many years. He has compassion for us. when we are defeated and we have nothing left, that is when He can use us the most. When we are empty, He can fill us up. Jesus took me to talk to the Father, (I call Him papa Yahweh). I said why are you taking me there? He said trust me. I fell on my knees at the Father’s throne and I felt like I was speaking for all of the bride and said I’m defeated, please forgive me, I don’t have much, but I give it all to you. Please help us. He wiped my tears away and held me. He was deeply grieved at the pain that His precious children are going through and the state of the world. He had hoped for better. He said “will I find faith?” I said I’m choosing to trust you papa, I’m choosing to now, please forgive me for my lack of faith, please help me to be stronger. He kissed me on top of my head. Then He stood up off His throne. He said “it is time”. He is so big, like a giant. The ground shook when He stood and clouds around Him moved from the wind of His breath. He shone like the sun. I saw birds flying around Him and new life growing, trees and flowers. The Angel’s gasped and were in awe, watching to see what He is going to do next. They marvelled at His Holyness. This is why the angels say Holy Holy Holy day and night, because they are in constant amazement and awe in His presence.

He walked in His garden and inspected the fruit. He was measuring it. The fruit was ripe. He said it is time. He was deeply grieved though because the next part is going to cause more suffering, the tribulation, but it is a necessary suffering. It absolutely breaks His heart that He has to do this. This is tough love. If only they listened, if only they came to God. He gave them everything and they rejected Him. I said what shall I tell them? (The next part I actually posted to Facebook at the time): He said tell them to have faith. He is measuring our hearts right now to see how much faith we have. The time is up, turn to God and choose to trust Him. It is a choice. If you trust anything or anyone else more than you trust God, it is an idol and it is about to be taken away from you. The lukewarm are about to be tested like never before. If you are not putting God first in your life you will be left behind. For those of you who have been putting God first and trusting in Him, your deliverance is near, and some of you will receive power to bring in the harvest.

God bless you, I pray that God gives you strength and draws you near to Him. Keep looking to Jesus!

He gave me Daniel 4:3

How great are His signs, And how mighty His wonders! His kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, And His dominion is from generation to generation.

This was nebuchadnezzar saying this after seeing shadrack meshach and abednigo saved from the fire. This is a shadow of what’s coming. 

Faith is a decision. You can decide now to choose faith even if you aren’t feeling it.

Whatever or whoever you have faith in now, if it isnt God, it’s about to be taken from you. If you love your life, you will lose it. Only Jesus can save you. Keep your eyes on Jesus. For those that have faithfully waited on the Lord, your deliverance is near! Dont give up! God bless

7 And shall God not avenge His own elect who cry out day and night to Him, though He bears long with them?

8 I tell you that He will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will He really find faith on the earth?” – Luke 18

38 he who does not take his cross and follow after Me is not worthy of Me. 39 He who finds his life will lose it, and he who loses his life for My sake will find it. – Matt 10

End of vision/word

Looking back on this word now, I see how our faith really has been tested over the last year and half with lockdowns and uncertainty with income and fear. God has been measuring our hearts during all this and He does reward faith when we choose to trust in Him while the world is going into chaos around us. I said in the word “If you trust anything or anyone else more than you trust God, it is an idol and it is about to be taken away from you” and this has truly been happening as we’ve been gradually stripped of our human rights (and idols) by the govern ments and so many have lost their incomes, businesses, churches, friends. Weve been denied our idols of going out to sports events, concerts, parties, holidays etc. Nothing is certain in this world anymore. We have no security in money anymore which has been a huge idol to so many. More people are waking up and turning to God now because of all this. What Satan means for harm, God turns it around for good. Don’t be afraid, no matter what, God is in control. Keep strong, keep looking to the blessings that are coming, its almost over.

Please share your thoughts, God bless