Dream: Selfish Greed and Abortions

2018 April 21 Dream: Selfish Greed and Abortions


I had a dream that was a great representation of truths that most don’t want to hear. It was really disturbing. 😥

I was in a car race, but it was like a video game race track. The roads went all crazy directions and were high up in the air and I saw some people accidentally driving off the edge and dying. Some people were ruthless and tried to win at all costs and didn’t mind running people off the road. I noticed some children climbing up onto the road and I stopped my car to help them. I can’t remember if we fell, but I ended up down underneath the race tracks. There was a kind of factory where men and women were on exercise stepping machines. They were all hooked up like slaves. The machines were powering the race track above. Above them was conveyor belts with babies on them. The babies of the slaves. They were all going towards a central location.  Now it gets disturbing. Have u ever seen how they throw male baby chicks into a machine that crushes them? It was like that. I wanted to save them and I grabbed one and my heart sank because I couldn’t save them all. I ran to see where they were going. Underneath the machine was a giant man with his mouth wide open, actually dislocated like how a snake opens their mouth. The babies life force or energy was coming out the bottom of the crusher into his mouth. He grew bigger as he ate them.

20181225_195824This man looked exactly like Anthony robbins who is a giant man in real life! He was laughing and saying “more, more!” in his deep loud voice. His hunger was insatiable. All of a sudden the babies ran out. There were no babies left. He was the boss of the whole place and ordered them to start putting children on there too. He ordered for more babies to be made as in more promiscuity. The people were starting to wake up at this point. I was shouting at them to wake up too. They didn’t realise what was going on. They were under a spell. I felt the effects of the spell too and I was fighting it. The people waking up felt helpless. They felt so helpless to do anything most chose to give in and go back under the spell. Some brave souls kept fighting and trying to wake up others.

End of dream.

This is my interpretation:

The race at the start of dream is people being competitive and fighting to get rich. Some are so greedy, they have no problem running the competition off the road. Society’s definition of success is about how much money you have. There are no winners in this game. It’s all vanity.


I think the children I stopped to help in my dream represent my real life children. I left full time work, the rat race, to focus on being a mother. It was hard, I gave up having my own money and nice things and went through poverty for them. I was offered an abortion for my 4th baby and I said no! I always put my children first ahead of my own happiness or success in life. Doing this opened up my eyes more to the suffering in the world as it put me in a vulnerable position where I needed help and noone helped me. I suffered immensely and still am but don’t regret for a minute keeping my babies and putting them first.


The slaves underneath the race tracks are those exploited by the rich. They work the hardest and don’t get much for it, if anything. Some are so poor they can’t support a family and so they choose to give up their babies. (Abortions). In real life over 3000 babies are aborted every day.


imagesAnthony robbins was a giant in my dream and he is a giant in real life at 6’7” tall. He actually wrote a book called “Awaken the Giant within”. It’s about achieving “success”.

I think anthony robbins represented greed and selfishness/ narcissism in our world today. These are the things that are the main cause of abortions. Most women that get abortions did it because they didn’t have enough money or support to keep their baby. Sometimes the women could support a child but just don’t want to for selfish reasons.


Prosperity/success teachings like what tony robbins teach seem like good positive things on the surface. (I actually did one of his courses in the past and did learn some good things out of it.) But the problem is they don’t teach about the most important things in life: God, Jesus and love.


They teach that success, money and happiness are the most important things. They are full of pride. We know from the bible that is all vanity.

It doesn’t matter to God how successful or wealthy we are. It matters how we treat the vulnerable. – babies, children, the sick, the elderly, the poor, widows etc. Love matters! We shouldn’t be chasing wealth, we should be doing whatever we can to help those in need. This world is so proud of their “achievements”. This world has nothing to be proud of, with babies dying every moment!


I remember once watching a video with tornados. I can’t remember where it was, but it was in usa. I asked God why and He showed me, He let me feel a tiny portion of His rage and grief over the babies. The earth cries out from their blood. Natural disasters are happening and people pray and ask Him to stop the fires/floods/cyclones etc. But we need to pray for the babies and we need to do what we can to help those in need.


I also wonder if the babies will “run out” one day. God could make that happen and there is scripture to support the rapture of the children and the women becoming barren.

See this video about the children being taken: https://youtu.be/-oxnTL9IlRI





1 John 2:16
16 For everything in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—comes not from the Father but from the world.

Proverbs 14:31
31 Whoever oppresses the poor shows contempt for their Maker, but whoever is kind to the needy honors God.

James 5:1-6
1 Now listen, you rich people, weep and wail because of the misery that is coming on you. 2Your wealth has rotted, and moths have eaten your clothes. 3 Your gold and silver are corroded. Their corrosion will testify against you and eat your flesh like fire. You have hoarded wealth in the last days. 4Look! The wages you failed to pay the workers who mowed your fields are crying out against you. The cries of the harvesters have reached the ears of the Lord Almighty. 5 You have lived on earth in luxury and self-indulgence. You have fattened yourselves in the day of slaughter.6 You have condemned and murdered the innocent one, who was not opposing you.

Psalm 127:3-5
3 Children are a heritage from the LORD, offspring a reward from him.4 Like arrows in the hands of a warrior are children born in one’s youth. 5 Blessed is the man whose quiver is full of them. They will not be put to shame when they contend with their opponents in court.


James 1:27
“Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.”



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